Random (sorry)

Bottling things up inside of yourself is like creating a small bomb. A bomb that when it goes off,  it will destroy more that was needed to be destroyed.  I really don't know how i can make myself calm and bite back my tongue when this happen to me.... honestly i dont know where my mind is and all my ideas and thoughts are crunched all together fighting on another to see who wins and comes out first. My ideas are like miniature explosions getting thrown around in my head making it pound harder each time around.... I think it should be time for me to go to sleep, but instead im writing gibberish on my blog, instead of getting my head straight and getting one idea on shit post instead of rambling what goes through my head...